cats (meow!)

today has been quite a lazy day. haha! spent the whole day doing nohing much - except for the fact that i went from driving today morning. took the life out of me, my hand was so tired from all the fast steering i had to do while controlling the clutch slowly for a 3 point turn. remind me again why i even took manual driving? haha!

anyhow, it finally came. urgh. and i hate cramps. i swear - i seldom get them, but when i do, they really really bite... :( i even had to call in NY to report that i couldnt make it for work today as the pain was jus too much for me to bear. so i jus slept and eat. haha! did i mention, its awfully good to eat a chocolate muffin from starbucks? esp when its not as sinful since ure menstrating? haha aights, too much information.

anw, look at the pics below: - (i swear by it, its so cute it can make a god lover like me go awww over a cat) but then again -awwww-








on the other hand, my mom told my dad to tell me that i should lose some weight cuz she almost couldnt recognise me when i was at my house door. she said i fattened up so much. oh how.. should i live in denial, lying that im lookin fat cuz im bloated up cuz of my menses OR should i jus admit it - i have put on weight.

HMMMM, oh yes, weight loss is a slow process - i believe in the entire change of a lifestyle and eating habits if you wanna lose weight and maintain that weight loss. that only goes to show that my lifestyle and eating habits are not that healthy yeah?

I WANNA BE FIT, not skinny :)

boyfriend still loves me right? :D